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Wow it's been awhile... - That one girl's thoughts
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hardcandie_x33
hardcandie_x33
Wow it's been awhile...
Ahaha, so I don't know why I'm writing this because I only have like two friends. And, they haven't written anything for awhile.

Well that drama isn't so apparent now. (FYI- I'm talking about the male species..LOL) I'm single. I think I'm pretty content with that. I don't have to trick myself into thinking that I'm okay with it anymore. I think that's a fairly big accomplishment.

There's several guys out there I'm liking. Nothing serious really..and I don't think there's anything wrong with that no matter what anyone says. I'm not being a player if they all know there's other guys.

It's just going to suck when I do want a relationship, I'll have to choose between some really great guys. I like them all for different reasons. If I had to choose right now I don't think I could! But, school is #1 priority right now. I'm not really saying that I'm gonna say no relationships period...but I'm not gonna go looking for one.

It's so much easier to focus on everything being single. Sure, it'd be kind of nice to have a boyfriend who I could do stuff with. But, my friends are a good outlet to have fun with and talk about certain issues with.

Well...there has been some drama. Someone freaked out on me and hurt me more then anyone has in my entire life. And, I've had some pretty brutal words said to me before. The stupid thing was I did nothing to deserve it. I'd been turning down dates cause I thought he and I were going somewhere. Well, that's not in the cards right now. So, I'm not gonna deny anyone who wants to go on a date. Haha, okay well maybe if I'm not interested in them..but you know what I mean :P
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